Miss Loving Life,
What is the status between yourself and the father? Are you married? If not, you should go home during the holidays and then go back to the U.S. with a
K-1
fiancé visa, then get married in the U.S. and get your green card. That is probably the best thing you can do. Traveling in and out with a tourist visa may backfire. If you want to return with your tourist visa, I recommend you contact the USCIS to verify.
Fiona